Wait, I'll be out in 5 more minutes....

I was looking outside my window of the house on 125 Farwood Road. I was giving Anna Schenkel a pair of plaid boxers to borrow. I saw Joe Broscoe waiting outside. I was in my room trying to get dressed but everything I put on looked bad on me.

It's too late to apologize. It's toooo laaaaate. (yeah yeah)

I was in Cape May running from my mama and Frank- not sure why. It was a little after dusk and I found myself in Christine Sand's house where I was looking at my phone where I found a missed call from Chris. I paced in the bedroom listening to the voicemail he sent me. I couldn't understand any of it until I began to hear the One Republic song "Apologize". I was trying to figure out if that song had any deeper meaning Chris was trying to say to me. I wondered what Jacob would have thought if we broke up.

Just one more shift?

Heather Wax asked me to work one more Saturday shift at the Narberth Movie Theater. It was in the city, not Narberth, I remember because I took public transportation to get there. I also remember being in Roxborough for a few minutes and Kathryn Rich and Matt Rupert being with me. Zebra print. When I got to the theater I saw Tamir. I wrote on the walls with a blue ball point pen. Heather saw and made me clean it off but it wouldn't come clean off the wall. It was overcast.

Fever Dream

My bed was a huge field. My green blankets were an overcast sky as well as trees and shrubs. People in suits dressed up in suits and long dresses laying besides me in the dirt and shrubs. They were all talking and jibbering loudly and too fast for me to understand, but I did gather they were talking about Thanksgiving. I wanted them to let me sleep. But they kept talking and staring at me and laying next to me whispering and talking with blank expressions, tops hats blubbering about nothing in particular.

The Hazle-Cary Dream Family

There was a girl who was obsessed with me. I told her to leave me alone because I had Chris. On Darby Road there was a shopping complex with The Gap and Old Navy. Chris had this apartment there along with his parents house in Ardmore. Nancy Hazel and Phil Cary were there. Chris also had a sister.

Carrying around 3 dead people in a backpack

Liz and Colin had gotten in a car accident and died. Their decapitated heads were in my blue jansport backpack. I went to Tamir to ask him what to do. He didn't know and Kim Weber, who was with him killed herself and put her body into my collection of decapitated heads. I went to Haverford High School where a special event was happening to see if I could find anyone there who could help. I walked across the soccer field to find Dana and Kate LaBrake- they didn't know what to do about my situation either when I showed them what was in my backpack. I was afraid the police would find that I was carrying Liz and Colin's heads Kim dead body around with me and misunderstand the situation.

Nice boys and nice girls.

Me, Eric Sanderson, Eric Mead and Dana Kimmelman were walking along the R5 Narberth platform. Me and Eric Mead were flirting. Dand was upset with me because she had told me she had the biggest crush on him. I felt bad. But Eric was being so sweet to me.